Since the past few days i have been blogging, it is obvious what I have been up to.. but not what i have been thinking. Or at least not what has or has not happened.
Lets start with Febuary 5th, 2013. This is Toi's Birthday. Or at least the one on Facebook.
I made a cake with Enna. It took really long!! And .. we ended up making it look really pretty :) .
I could not find out where he lived.. and postponed taking it to him..
Next day... Ran around and did many things.. and even was a bit hima ( lazy). I wanted to take to him his cake, but again.. not enough effort. I had inticipated a meeting.. but when i found out we didnt have one till the 7th.. i post poned it yet another day.
Now.. thoughts in head....
Feeling concerened.. I really wanted to make his birthday a reallyy good one!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... but..... i missed it.. :((( I really wanted to make him feel special.
>.. Thing is...
Febuary 8th, when we did try to take him his cake.. he was not home....
even more.. He left a note...
He said goodbye. Left his will.. wallet.. keys... everything.
febuary 8th night.. (freezing cold) ... he is not back yet..
Not back yet..
After itsukushimi... we went to trial... and... 7/11. ... and .. while waiting for the bus... Yuya got a phone call.
They found him.
I prayed that some one would.
Thing is...
He is not alive anymore.
He is not here.
Not in Beppu
Not in Japan.
I really dont know what is going on. All I know is it is so bitter.
The feeling of your heart body and stomach drop so low it feels like gravity yanked everything inside your body to the floor in a matter of an instant.
It was true.
The dam broke. And.. dispite the bus comming it did not have any withstraint. The bit of water that was held back came out after. Even yet.. once the dam was mended a bit... a rain of memories begin to flood the dam again.
Fiona, Fatima and I went to YUYA's apartment to spend the night.
I did not think it wise to leave him alone.. nor for anyone to be left alone.
The stars were gone this night. It was an extreemly cold night. It had snowed in the beggining of the day. And the wind was a bit noisy.
We talked and remininsed... keep praying. keep praying
In the morning.. (it felt like time crawled.)..
We saw Fiona and Fatima off... and ... i went back to keep Yuya company. It was a bit better because.. we just hang out..
we went shopping later for valintine gifts for the Kids at Itsukushimi and Kamegawa...
I can not explain the numb magnet to the 4 of us that heard the news togther last night.
I can not wrap my head around not seeing Toi again. I can not.
I can not immagine not arguing with him again .. not having him push me or encourage us. To give us lots of ideas.. some we dont agree and others that are really great! He was an innovator. I can not belive i hid my light. How can i hide the light that is not from me... how can i miss .. how can i know but not have the motivation to get involved!!!! SINCE WHEN? Why have i changed?
I used to get involved.. and it would annoy people... but.. now... It would have been worth the annoyance.. i dont care ! it would have been worth it. May this never leave my mind as i remember why God calls us to love, why he urges our hearts to see past other things.. but even if we see.. love with out action is nothing right?
<LOVE3
Came back.. saw Jihan on the bus ( another EDU NET member)
Gave Fiona her charger..
Went to see Pat ( i had promised)
He had saved me food. It was really kind of hiim. I feel sorry. My heart aches abit that I am not able to return the emotional gesture i was given. He is a very kind friend. I am once again reminded of my promise.
Went to see Gary..
I think it was hard for him though he does not admit it.. he had not slept all night either.. and was just going to bed. I am really thankful he was there with us to help us get back ok. And emotional support.
MM. That is the summ up of these past 4 days.
Tonight. I am very thankful. Akie came home and stayed with me. We walked around and talked.. she made me eat.. but what ever i eat makes my stomach hurt and gives me a strong headache. Feel so worn out. Got to talk to people tonight.. everyone from different places. So many feeling the ache. how to .. what to .. now.. broken>... what is the next step?
Friday, February 8, 2013
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Febuary 4th -7th, 2013
Febuary 4th, 2013
Monday:
Talked to Mom, and Tiffany came to my room because she wanted to give me food that would go bad if she left it... so then afterwards she told me she would leave in a bit..
I got to see Tiffany off , as she went back to China for the break :/ .
Had a busy day studying and hanging out.
Went downtown to go see Yumi because she was sick with the NoroVirus.
We got back to ap house late... went to hang out with Enna, Dessy, Cherry, Tasha, Kurumi, and Yen. WE had a dinner cooking date.. but .. it ended up that i came late.. but i made pancakes later so it was ok :) <3 My girls!
Went to bed late because ended up cleaning and trying to read in my room.. but i didnt propperly go to bed.. I got woken up by Pat at 5 am ( i asked him to wake me so i could see Cherry off) .. but i ended up going back to sleep .. then ..
Febuary 5th, 2013
Tuesday:
I got woken up by Pat at 5 am ( i asked him to wake me so i could see Cherry off) .. but i ended up going back to sleep .. then .. Woke up at around 6 because Cherry came knocking on my door. :)
We took the suitcases up to beppuwan. . but the way i took ( the non stairs way) ended up being more difficult than just taking the stairs :( ( sorry cherry) .. i guess there is a cost for trying to get around what everyone else has to do.. it is inevitable that .. the work out will still occur when going to beppuwan..
Got to see the sun rise :) .. then ..
Studied today and cleaned my room. :)
Enna and I made a cake for TOI because it was his birthday!! I want to give it to him.. but i did not know where he lived... :( .
It took us alot of the day.. Akie helped later.. and we ate dinner together.. we were going to watch a movie.. but .. we decided to postpone it. ..
Read a little of Girls gone wise in a world gone wild. <3
Febuary 6th, 2013
Wendsday:
Woke up early
Went running with ENNA!! :)
Went to dye Patrick's hair brown??...
Went to buy ticket for Korea
Watched/studied japanese drama
Played basketball
Stopped by Pandu's Met Yohei ( another one from Botswana)
Cooked with ABU and NANA
Went and hung out with Akie... ( watched drama.. i fell asleep) ..
Went back.. fell asleep..
Febuary 7th, 2013
Thursday:
Woke up earlyish.. because... wake up call from Pat.
Then .. fell asleep.. and wake up again to the sound of knocking on my door.. a man??
It was the cleaning people.. they came to check the smoke alarm and see if it worked.. :O eehh.. scary way to wake up.
Had a meeting for EDU NET at 1pm... but i for some reason was leaving at 11:55 (thinking i was going to be late) ... but.. When i knocked on Rina's door to go... she reminded me it was only about to be 12pm... soo .. I went back to my room to skype with my family :) <3
Meeting at 1, and also went to pick up my ferry tickets for Korea :) . (Tim called me earlier to tell me that it was ready ) .
At the meeting... Toi did not come...
I brought the cake Enna and I had baked for him on his birthday.. but... we did not go to the meetting..
So...I asked Yuya if we could go to his house to visit ( i did not know where it was)..
We went downtown together and knocked so manny times on his door but no answer...
No answer at all....
:(!! ..
We left the cake at the door.
We wondered where he was but... we did not know.. so ... we decided to talk to him later... it was strange.
We went to Hirose ( grocery store) bought some things then.. on our way out...
Yuya got a phone call from a guy that asked us to go to Toi's place.
He was looking for Toi...
He had a key to Toi's apartment and took us inside..
The rest i can not say at the moment ... but.. :(... we ended up at the police station.. ( my 2nd time already) .. and .. still can not find him. Please be praying against any lies and condemnation. It is somthing that is so serious right now. :(( I feel like in every way i am failing at being a light... and trusting in Christ's grace and love. It is SUFFICIENT ENOUGH!! IT IS!... Stomach churned.. and not sure what to do. I want to control the situation by looking all over.. but .. at this moment.. i know it is not in our hands. It is not... but this seriously is somthing that is a hugeee battle. PLEASE BE PRAYING> PLEASE>.
On the way home we saw Mahbubah.. i asked her if she had seen him.. she had not seen or heard from him either. :(...
After getting back to APU.. feel numb.
Told Gary i would help him get mud off his shoes.. soo .. went to his room but he was in the kitchen.. I saw Luke... and he told me he found a woman's suit being thrown out.. so we went trash collecting.. and it fit :O! .Wow suit was provided too! After...went back to Gary's and talked for a sec.. helped clean shoes.. then left to go visit Pat. Said hi.. then left soon after.
At AP house.. Kitchen duty.. ( Hiromi and Enna were cleaning) .. then .. we had planned to make banana bread.. so .. baked .. talked hung out.. and i began to fall asleep.. but then .. it was done.
Now.. now... cleaning up room... putting things away.. and.. thinking thinking thinking. I am thinking of the song Hero...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNlZz3RQxos
Worried about Yuya :/ .
I am SO SICK OF THIS!!!! Sick of the fact that I used to stand up and stand out to love others and some how i have lost sight of this... become busy.. too busy to act even though i might notice.
When the Spirit speaks quietly .. telling us to love.. telling us to act... why do we put it off?? !!!
Why do we become so selfish. "It is our problem" .. we are supposed to act... be the hands and feet. The other week i think I wrote about talking to Toi about love, (a bit about Christ) and things... but.. why have i become hesitant... why did i not take that chance.. i felt like he was reaching out.. but why was i so unnequipped to speak truth. The truth that i am supposed to have hidden in my heart. Why am i covering the lamp.. why am i hiding it under a jar?
Monday:
Talked to Mom, and Tiffany came to my room because she wanted to give me food that would go bad if she left it... so then afterwards she told me she would leave in a bit..
I got to see Tiffany off , as she went back to China for the break :/ .
Had a busy day studying and hanging out.
Went downtown to go see Yumi because she was sick with the NoroVirus.
We got back to ap house late... went to hang out with Enna, Dessy, Cherry, Tasha, Kurumi, and Yen. WE had a dinner cooking date.. but .. it ended up that i came late.. but i made pancakes later so it was ok :) <3 My girls!
Went to bed late because ended up cleaning and trying to read in my room.. but i didnt propperly go to bed.. I got woken up by Pat at 5 am ( i asked him to wake me so i could see Cherry off) .. but i ended up going back to sleep .. then ..
Febuary 5th, 2013
Tuesday:
I got woken up by Pat at 5 am ( i asked him to wake me so i could see Cherry off) .. but i ended up going back to sleep .. then .. Woke up at around 6 because Cherry came knocking on my door. :)
We took the suitcases up to beppuwan. . but the way i took ( the non stairs way) ended up being more difficult than just taking the stairs :( ( sorry cherry) .. i guess there is a cost for trying to get around what everyone else has to do.. it is inevitable that .. the work out will still occur when going to beppuwan..
Got to see the sun rise :) .. then ..
Studied today and cleaned my room. :)
Enna and I made a cake for TOI because it was his birthday!! I want to give it to him.. but i did not know where he lived... :( .
It took us alot of the day.. Akie helped later.. and we ate dinner together.. we were going to watch a movie.. but .. we decided to postpone it. ..
Read a little of Girls gone wise in a world gone wild. <3
Febuary 6th, 2013
Wendsday:
Woke up early
Went running with ENNA!! :)
Went to dye Patrick's hair brown??...
Went to buy ticket for Korea
Watched/studied japanese drama
Played basketball
Stopped by Pandu's Met Yohei ( another one from Botswana)
Cooked with ABU and NANA
Went and hung out with Akie... ( watched drama.. i fell asleep) ..
Went back.. fell asleep..
Febuary 7th, 2013
Thursday:
Woke up earlyish.. because... wake up call from Pat.
Then .. fell asleep.. and wake up again to the sound of knocking on my door.. a man??
It was the cleaning people.. they came to check the smoke alarm and see if it worked.. :O eehh.. scary way to wake up.
Had a meeting for EDU NET at 1pm... but i for some reason was leaving at 11:55 (thinking i was going to be late) ... but.. When i knocked on Rina's door to go... she reminded me it was only about to be 12pm... soo .. I went back to my room to skype with my family :) <3
Meeting at 1, and also went to pick up my ferry tickets for Korea :) . (Tim called me earlier to tell me that it was ready ) .
At the meeting... Toi did not come...
I brought the cake Enna and I had baked for him on his birthday.. but... we did not go to the meetting..
So...I asked Yuya if we could go to his house to visit ( i did not know where it was)..
We went downtown together and knocked so manny times on his door but no answer...
No answer at all....
:(!! ..
We left the cake at the door.
We wondered where he was but... we did not know.. so ... we decided to talk to him later... it was strange.
We went to Hirose ( grocery store) bought some things then.. on our way out...
Yuya got a phone call from a guy that asked us to go to Toi's place.
He was looking for Toi...
He had a key to Toi's apartment and took us inside..
The rest i can not say at the moment ... but.. :(... we ended up at the police station.. ( my 2nd time already) .. and .. still can not find him. Please be praying against any lies and condemnation. It is somthing that is so serious right now. :(( I feel like in every way i am failing at being a light... and trusting in Christ's grace and love. It is SUFFICIENT ENOUGH!! IT IS!... Stomach churned.. and not sure what to do. I want to control the situation by looking all over.. but .. at this moment.. i know it is not in our hands. It is not... but this seriously is somthing that is a hugeee battle. PLEASE BE PRAYING> PLEASE>.
On the way home we saw Mahbubah.. i asked her if she had seen him.. she had not seen or heard from him either. :(...
After getting back to APU.. feel numb.
Told Gary i would help him get mud off his shoes.. soo .. went to his room but he was in the kitchen.. I saw Luke... and he told me he found a woman's suit being thrown out.. so we went trash collecting.. and it fit :O! .Wow suit was provided too! After...went back to Gary's and talked for a sec.. helped clean shoes.. then left to go visit Pat. Said hi.. then left soon after.
At AP house.. Kitchen duty.. ( Hiromi and Enna were cleaning) .. then .. we had planned to make banana bread.. so .. baked .. talked hung out.. and i began to fall asleep.. but then .. it was done.
Now.. now... cleaning up room... putting things away.. and.. thinking thinking thinking. I am thinking of the song Hero...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNlZz3RQxos
Worried about Yuya :/ .
I am SO SICK OF THIS!!!! Sick of the fact that I used to stand up and stand out to love others and some how i have lost sight of this... become busy.. too busy to act even though i might notice.
When the Spirit speaks quietly .. telling us to love.. telling us to act... why do we put it off?? !!!
Why do we become so selfish. "It is our problem" .. we are supposed to act... be the hands and feet. The other week i think I wrote about talking to Toi about love, (a bit about Christ) and things... but.. why have i become hesitant... why did i not take that chance.. i felt like he was reaching out.. but why was i so unnequipped to speak truth. The truth that i am supposed to have hidden in my heart. Why am i covering the lamp.. why am i hiding it under a jar?
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Febuary 1st- 3rd, 2013
Febuary 1st, 2013
Friday:
Today was a really hard day.
I had fallen asleep on the floor, then woke up to study.
My final was in 2nd period and praise the LORD i found the room because i forgot that we were going to have our final in the original class, but it was in the computer room in a different building.
Once my final was finished, it was time for me to cook :)
I wanted to cook for everyone, since i had not been able to before so pancake time :)
Yu had given me alot of pancake materials.
Its soo cool how the LORD provides for everything. Bless His name. !
Many people were busy and could not come, but Joyce, Yurim, Abu, Kun, and April could come :) Yen also was with us, she was really sweet because she stayed with me and helped cook <3!! It really meant alot to me because i was getting a bit stressed and sad from the realization of people leaving.
Later, I ran off to a meeting (at 2:30) for education network. The metting was fine, until we began talking about t-shirts/hoddievests. It was a simple conversation that turned complicated and stressful :/!!
After the meeting... Ran home to see Yurim off. It was really sad. We walked up to Beppu-wan ... and .. (poor Abu carried heavy luggage up the long stairs) tookpicture, and waited for the bus to come. It was really sad to see Yu leave. It dosnt feel the same.
We hurried back to see Nindya off.
On the way back, we passed by Clement!! :(((( .!!! He was leaving too!!
It made me soooo sad because I didnt get to see him off propperly :(! Recently we didnt hang out or talk or anything... and now... he was leaving.... :(. I am thankful that at least I got to give him a hug. Lord willing we'll meet again.
For Nindya, it was funny because we had more time than we thought, and we kept missing the bus! (because it was full) . So we ended up going to campus and catching a bus from the main stop instead of waiting at the AP house bus stop.
(Stomach was upset all of today... didnt eat much at all.. so i began to get a headache by midday, but emotions left my body feeling sour)
After Nindya, went back to relax 1 hour before seeing Monika off. (she was leaving for home for ~2 months)
After her, Kun... but she would not leave until Sat morning... but ..
every thing was so bitter today.
My body felt tired, but it feels soo important to be around right now. It feels like family leaving, you dont care the cost because you just want to be around them for the moments that they will be there... it dosnt matter the time.. if it is late or early, then they need you or will leave or somthing.. you want to be there.
It made me think about how my brother and dad helped me move home... after hours and lack of sleep, and dispite rain... they worked hard. Benji especially <3! .Even when i moved into my 1st house... Carlo and Jeremiah and Dad worked so hard! <3 So hard to help pack, lift, everything. They were there for me.
Today i did not work as much as they did, but for some reason it felt similar?
Long. Long day.
Everyone is leaving :(
Went to see Fernando today. Havn't really talked with him recently... but wanted to see how he is and .. wanted a familiar face. Also went to see Abu!! I usually dont stop in randomly, but... today I did... but .. he was not there...
Kitchen Duty... and .. time to use rice cooker (Monika let me borrow <3) ... eat dinner and go to sleep
Febuary 2nd, 2013
Saturday:
Woke up later than i was supposed to (supposed to 4am... woke up .. 8am) :( .. I missed Joyce and Kun :(!!! !!!!!!!
Wanted to see Sunyoung and Herman off, but couldnt find/contact them.. :(
Itsukushimi today
it was an odd day, even at itsukushimi.
I think Nozomi ( my closest friend there ) like Yuya more now ( see i am comparing :/ )
Made me a bit sad... but what can i expect.. they are boys right... younger boys look up to and like boys better than girls.. :/ whaa.
we also had new members that came. They were really good at soccer and liked played and the kids seemed to like them alot!! it was so funny and cute. Each kid accepted them in. So easily!! :O!! i was so surprised. Why why!!!
After wards... TRIAL, and ... Then... bus stop.. Patrick took my things home :) and.. Gary and I hung out ant talked alot today, it feels like brother status. Like when we are working with the kids he knows what to do and encourages the other guys to do things they need to as well.
Now.. WORK TIME :) ..
ended up having to work today (last minute.. aka in the morning i was asked) ..
It was a busy day at work.. and .... NATASHA is working with me :)!!! I was so surprised to see her there!! The other person working with us was Satosan :)! I just met her and she is in Highschool still!! but she is very mature and kind. There was a bit of a language barrier because she only knows japanese.. so .. it was a bit stressful at work ( since we are still new.. Tasha's 1st time.. my 2nd ) .. whaa!! YABAIi!! But praise the LORD it was ok :)!
So tired.. we did not get back till after 12 and .. the moon is red tonight. People have left. AP house feels so empty and no longer alive. :(
Sad night.
Before entering, i went to check my mail.. and funny thing.. perfect timing. I recieved a letter from my family!! <3! it made me smile alot!
Went to bug Enna and Dessy, and then went back to my room. Then went to bug Abu, he gave me somthing that Sunyoung left me. It made me sad to recieve it, because it reminded me that she left, but when i looked at it.. it was so sweet and thoughtful it made me well up. <3
Later...Patrick (Pat) came to dropp off my things ( so kind) then left) .. SLEEP TIME!
Febuary 3rd, 2013
Sunday:
Woke up at 7.
Sleep again
woke up 8.
sleep again...
(same pattern continued)
feel little motivation to go anywhere or get out of bed.
I regretted it later :(
Finally got our of bed at 5pm .
Ate.
And.. began studying Japanese.
Went to give Gary the necklace that i had broken on Sat. and fixed :) .. on the way i bugged Pat, and gathered free things from the floor ( which were getting thrown out) ... then went to Gary's. He was gamming... but .. i showed him a book that i collected on Chinese idioms ( he is chinese )and .. he was trying to explain them to me.
Its funny how in AP house you can find so many thing about so many cultures. you can learn more than you anticipate or expect.
Home then.. bugged more people.. and ..
back to Pat's to go running?
but ended up watching a Japanese movie about gaijin couples ( foreigners) and Japanese couples. = multiracial marriages. :)
TIME to go home and sleep. Running got post poned till tomorrow ( monday morning).
Friday:
Today was a really hard day.
I had fallen asleep on the floor, then woke up to study.
My final was in 2nd period and praise the LORD i found the room because i forgot that we were going to have our final in the original class, but it was in the computer room in a different building.
Once my final was finished, it was time for me to cook :)
I wanted to cook for everyone, since i had not been able to before so pancake time :)
Yu had given me alot of pancake materials.
Its soo cool how the LORD provides for everything. Bless His name. !
Many people were busy and could not come, but Joyce, Yurim, Abu, Kun, and April could come :) Yen also was with us, she was really sweet because she stayed with me and helped cook <3!! It really meant alot to me because i was getting a bit stressed and sad from the realization of people leaving.
Later, I ran off to a meeting (at 2:30) for education network. The metting was fine, until we began talking about t-shirts/hoddievests. It was a simple conversation that turned complicated and stressful :/!!
After the meeting... Ran home to see Yurim off. It was really sad. We walked up to Beppu-wan ... and .. (poor Abu carried heavy luggage up the long stairs) tookpicture, and waited for the bus to come. It was really sad to see Yu leave. It dosnt feel the same.
We hurried back to see Nindya off.
On the way back, we passed by Clement!! :(((( .!!! He was leaving too!!
It made me soooo sad because I didnt get to see him off propperly :(! Recently we didnt hang out or talk or anything... and now... he was leaving.... :(. I am thankful that at least I got to give him a hug. Lord willing we'll meet again.
For Nindya, it was funny because we had more time than we thought, and we kept missing the bus! (because it was full) . So we ended up going to campus and catching a bus from the main stop instead of waiting at the AP house bus stop.
(Stomach was upset all of today... didnt eat much at all.. so i began to get a headache by midday, but emotions left my body feeling sour)
After Nindya, went back to relax 1 hour before seeing Monika off. (she was leaving for home for ~2 months)
After her, Kun... but she would not leave until Sat morning... but ..
every thing was so bitter today.
My body felt tired, but it feels soo important to be around right now. It feels like family leaving, you dont care the cost because you just want to be around them for the moments that they will be there... it dosnt matter the time.. if it is late or early, then they need you or will leave or somthing.. you want to be there.
It made me think about how my brother and dad helped me move home... after hours and lack of sleep, and dispite rain... they worked hard. Benji especially <3! .Even when i moved into my 1st house... Carlo and Jeremiah and Dad worked so hard! <3 So hard to help pack, lift, everything. They were there for me.
Today i did not work as much as they did, but for some reason it felt similar?
Long. Long day.
Everyone is leaving :(
Went to see Fernando today. Havn't really talked with him recently... but wanted to see how he is and .. wanted a familiar face. Also went to see Abu!! I usually dont stop in randomly, but... today I did... but .. he was not there...
Kitchen Duty... and .. time to use rice cooker (Monika let me borrow <3) ... eat dinner and go to sleep
Febuary 2nd, 2013
Saturday:
Woke up later than i was supposed to (supposed to 4am... woke up .. 8am) :( .. I missed Joyce and Kun :(!!! !!!!!!!
Wanted to see Sunyoung and Herman off, but couldnt find/contact them.. :(
Itsukushimi today
it was an odd day, even at itsukushimi.
I think Nozomi ( my closest friend there ) like Yuya more now ( see i am comparing :/ )
Made me a bit sad... but what can i expect.. they are boys right... younger boys look up to and like boys better than girls.. :/ whaa.
we also had new members that came. They were really good at soccer and liked played and the kids seemed to like them alot!! it was so funny and cute. Each kid accepted them in. So easily!! :O!! i was so surprised. Why why!!!
After wards... TRIAL, and ... Then... bus stop.. Patrick took my things home :) and.. Gary and I hung out ant talked alot today, it feels like brother status. Like when we are working with the kids he knows what to do and encourages the other guys to do things they need to as well.
Now.. WORK TIME :) ..
ended up having to work today (last minute.. aka in the morning i was asked) ..
It was a busy day at work.. and .... NATASHA is working with me :)!!! I was so surprised to see her there!! The other person working with us was Satosan :)! I just met her and she is in Highschool still!! but she is very mature and kind. There was a bit of a language barrier because she only knows japanese.. so .. it was a bit stressful at work ( since we are still new.. Tasha's 1st time.. my 2nd ) .. whaa!! YABAIi!! But praise the LORD it was ok :)!
So tired.. we did not get back till after 12 and .. the moon is red tonight. People have left. AP house feels so empty and no longer alive. :(
Sad night.
Before entering, i went to check my mail.. and funny thing.. perfect timing. I recieved a letter from my family!! <3! it made me smile alot!
Went to bug Enna and Dessy, and then went back to my room. Then went to bug Abu, he gave me somthing that Sunyoung left me. It made me sad to recieve it, because it reminded me that she left, but when i looked at it.. it was so sweet and thoughtful it made me well up. <3
Later...Patrick (Pat) came to dropp off my things ( so kind) then left) .. SLEEP TIME!
Febuary 3rd, 2013
Sunday:
Woke up at 7.
Sleep again
woke up 8.
sleep again...
(same pattern continued)
feel little motivation to go anywhere or get out of bed.
I regretted it later :(
Finally got our of bed at 5pm .
Ate.
And.. began studying Japanese.
Went to give Gary the necklace that i had broken on Sat. and fixed :) .. on the way i bugged Pat, and gathered free things from the floor ( which were getting thrown out) ... then went to Gary's. He was gamming... but .. i showed him a book that i collected on Chinese idioms ( he is chinese )and .. he was trying to explain them to me.
Its funny how in AP house you can find so many thing about so many cultures. you can learn more than you anticipate or expect.
Home then.. bugged more people.. and ..
back to Pat's to go running?
but ended up watching a Japanese movie about gaijin couples ( foreigners) and Japanese couples. = multiracial marriages. :)
TIME to go home and sleep. Running got post poned till tomorrow ( monday morning).
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