Febuary 1st- 3rd, 2013

Febuary 1st, 2013
Friday:
Today was a really hard day.
I had fallen asleep on the floor, then woke up to study.
My final was in 2nd period and praise the LORD i found the room because i forgot that we were going to have our final in the original class, but it was in the computer room in a different building.

Once my final was finished, it was time for me to cook :)
I wanted to cook for everyone, since i had not been able to before so pancake time :)
Yu had given me alot of pancake materials.
Its soo cool how the LORD provides for everything. Bless His name. !

Many people were busy and could not come, but Joyce, Yurim, Abu, Kun, and April could come :) Yen also was with us, she was really sweet because she stayed with me and helped cook <3!! It really meant alot to me because i was getting a bit stressed and sad from the realization of people leaving.

Later, I ran off to a meeting (at 2:30) for education network. The metting was fine, until we began talking about t-shirts/hoddievests. It was a simple conversation that turned complicated and stressful :/!!
After the meeting... Ran home to see Yurim off. It was really sad. We walked up to Beppu-wan ... and .. (poor Abu carried heavy luggage up the long stairs) tookpicture, and waited for the bus to come. It was really sad to see Yu leave. It dosnt feel the same.
We hurried back to see Nindya off.
On the way back, we passed by Clement!! :(((( .!!! He was leaving too!!
It made me soooo sad because I didnt get to see him off propperly :(! Recently we didnt hang out or talk or anything... and now... he was leaving.... :(. I am thankful that at least I got to give him a hug. Lord willing we'll meet again.

For Nindya, it was funny because we had more time than we thought, and we kept missing the bus! (because it was full) . So we ended up going to campus and catching a bus from the main stop instead of waiting at the AP house bus stop.

(Stomach was upset all of today... didnt eat much at all.. so i began to get a headache by midday, but emotions left my body feeling sour)

After Nindya, went back to relax 1 hour before seeing Monika off. (she was leaving for home for ~2 months)
After her, Kun... but she would not leave until Sat morning... but ..
every thing was so bitter today.
My body felt tired, but it feels soo important to be around right now. It feels like family leaving, you dont care the cost because you just want to be around them for the moments that they will be there... it dosnt matter the time.. if it is late or early, then they need you or will leave or somthing.. you want to be there.
It made me think about how my brother and dad helped me move home... after hours and lack of sleep, and dispite rain... they worked hard. Benji especially <3! .Even when i moved into my 1st house... Carlo and Jeremiah and Dad worked so hard! <3 So hard to help pack, lift, everything. They were there for me.
Today i did not work as much as they did, but for some reason it felt similar?
Long. Long day.
Everyone is leaving :(
Went to see Fernando today. Havn't really talked with him recently... but wanted to see how he is and .. wanted a familiar face. Also went to see Abu!! I usually dont stop in randomly, but... today I did... but .. he was not there...
Kitchen Duty... and .. time to use rice cooker (Monika let me borrow <3) ... eat dinner and go to sleep

Febuary 2nd, 2013
Saturday:
Woke up later than i was supposed to (supposed to 4am... woke up .. 8am) :( .. I missed Joyce and Kun :(!!! !!!!!!!
Wanted to see Sunyoung and Herman off, but couldnt find/contact them.. :(
Itsukushimi today
it was an odd day, even at itsukushimi.
I think Nozomi ( my closest friend there )  like Yuya more now ( see i am comparing :/ )
Made me a bit sad... but what can i expect.. they are boys right... younger boys look up to and like boys better than girls.. :/ whaa.
we also had new members that came. They were really good at soccer and liked played and the kids seemed to like them alot!! it was so funny and cute. Each kid accepted them in. So easily!! :O!! i was so surprised. Why why!!!
After wards... TRIAL, and ... Then... bus stop.. Patrick took my things home :) and.. Gary and I hung out ant talked alot today, it feels like brother status. Like when we are working with the kids he knows what to do and encourages the other guys to do things they need to as well.
Now.. WORK TIME :) ..
ended up having to work today (last minute.. aka in the morning i was asked) ..
It was a busy day at work.. and .... NATASHA is working with me :)!!! I was so surprised to see her there!! The other person working with us was Satosan :)! I just met her and she is in Highschool still!! but she is very mature and kind. There was a bit of a language barrier because she only knows japanese.. so .. it was a bit stressful at work ( since we are still new.. Tasha's 1st time.. my 2nd ) .. whaa!! YABAIi!! But praise the LORD it was ok :)!
So tired.. we did not get back till after 12 and .. the moon is red tonight. People have left. AP house feels so empty and no longer alive. :(
Sad night.
Before entering, i went to check my mail.. and funny thing.. perfect timing. I recieved a letter from my family!! <3! it made me smile alot!
Went to bug Enna and Dessy, and then went back to my room. Then went to bug Abu, he gave me somthing that Sunyoung left me. It made me sad to recieve it, because it reminded me that she left, but when i looked at it.. it was so sweet and thoughtful it made me well up. <3
Later...Patrick (Pat) came to dropp off my things ( so kind) then left) .. SLEEP TIME!

Febuary 3rd, 2013
Sunday:
Woke up at 7.
Sleep again
woke up 8.
sleep again...
(same pattern continued)
feel little motivation to go anywhere or get out of bed.
I regretted it later :(
Finally got our of bed at 5pm .
Ate.
And.. began studying Japanese.
Went to give Gary the necklace that i had broken on Sat. and fixed :) .. on the way i bugged Pat, and gathered free things from the floor ( which were getting thrown out) ... then went to Gary's.  He was gamming... but .. i showed him a book that i collected on Chinese idioms ( he is chinese )and .. he was trying to explain them to me.
Its funny how in AP house you can find so many thing about so many cultures. you can learn more than you anticipate or expect.
Home then.. bugged more people.. and ..
back to Pat's to go running?
but ended up watching a Japanese movie about gaijin couples ( foreigners) and Japanese couples. = multiracial marriages. :)
TIME to go home and sleep. Running got post poned till tomorrow ( monday morning).